Premonitions…….©

The things that mean the most to our Spirit, our Heart, are never really meant to be shared in their entirety.  If this action took place at any given moment, or even sporadically, then…….our most vulnerable state, place, being will not only be compromised, yet, exposed and jeopardized, due to a “pseudo, co-dependent nature,” unbeknownst to self, or, however we choose to refer to it.  Nonetheless, it doesn’t add up to take such an action, in the mind, body, or Spirit, on any given day, OR, any given basis.

The search for what is real is sustainable.  Worldly things can and will always be replaced, replenished, refurbished and inevitably, forgotten.

DON’T SLEEP!

When we lunge forth, take on new thoughts, move our bodies in a foreign/new direction, we are in a position to allow “fear,”  or the unknown to take control, or, we can be still, “listen” to our Spirit/Heart and put Faith in the fact that our Heart can and will never lead us astray.

The mere thought of doing something new and different is so exciting and can also drive us nutty!  A smile graces my faces as I enter this post, thinking of how far along this path I’ve come and just what lye ahead makes the body tingle all over.

While listening to a Meditation CD given as a gift, from a very good friend, confirmation continues to come from ALL directions.  The words from the woman’s soft voice: “I can choose to hold on to negative thinking/thoughts….; I can remove myself from negative situations, yet, “view” them, as a method of learning, yet, remove the “emotion” from it.  This type of thinking/reality is so very powerful, so very real and so necessary, especially in this day and age we are Living.

Pain in the hearts of many; turmoil inside the homes of most; misery resting at the core of our beautiful nation.  The notion that we WILL bounce back and come back stronger than ever is the size of a mustard seed at this particular juncture, yet, collectively, as we all begin to think and “move” in such a direction, things will begin to take shape.

An understanding that with Life, comes a multitude of peaks and valleys.  It’s the times when we are in the valley, where we are “supposed” to learn, grow and elevate; turn the pain/wounds into opportunity, as well as a beautiful reality for self and those around us.

Swift thinking, planning and staying on top of ones’ game is essential in these fast-paced, uncertain times.

Be good to yourself.  Make time to relax, ponder and Love.

Great weekend to all.

Until next time…….

Mr. Cook

New Years eve, sitting in a quiet, relaxed, yet, foreign environment.  As sleep sets in, the dawn of a New day is present and that day is the initiation of a New day, a New Year.  WOW!  Is it really 2012?  And where exactly did 2011 go?  Nevertheless, the sporadic, strange, pulling energy of 2011 was not enough to make me lose stride  Yet, the struggles and happiness mixed together are enough to let me know that a corner has definitely has been turned……..FOR GOOD.

The sun is fully erect, shining through the window, as I prepare myself to venture down a new path, on this very bright, sunny, crisp day, of the New Year.

Sending prayers out to those hurting, suffering, hungry, frustrated, confused, happy, sad, in between, lost, found, thrilled and those who have conquered emotions and are wise enough to allow things to be what they are and to manifest what it is they wish to be and be involved in and with.

Anytime we can rise to a new day, see the sun shine, breathe and smile at self in the mirror, in spite of it all, is a wonderful day!

Through ALL the recent happenings throughout the world, with this downtrodden economy and the like, I feel within my Spirit that things are on the mend.  They have to be.  This New Year will afford me the opportunity to put forth many new types of works, that of which are significantly different that my original works.  Taking pause, as I have for the duration of 2011 afforded the opportunity to gather thoughts, reflect upon others, those around me, my heart, Spirit, desires that are most important, pondering upon where I am and where I would like to be.

Time to get back to traditional, yet, unconventional ways.  I’m ready.  Are you?  Time is flying by…….literally.  There is no more time to waste, especially on those who “talk” a good game.  The last day of the year, I was faced with involving myself with something that I am totally against, yet, when your back is against the wall, sometimes, the only way to grow is to look the devil in the face, Man up, state your case and keep moving, at an inexplicable pace.

Thankful to possess my wits and to be Blessed to still be pounding this pavement, with heart in hand.

HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!  Let’s get this New Year off to a profound beginning!  What we do now will entail the course.  Peace will always be chosen within this heart, no matter how much the negative Spirit tests me…….

Make this a Lovely day!

Continued Peace, Love and Light.

1/1/2012 – Mr. Terron J. Cook – Traveling a BRAND NEW, UNBEATEN PATH, SOLO.

The anticipation of a new day, the fresh air, what is to come, the appreciation of the simple(r) things in this Life.  This smile seems to be glued to my face, especially within the past couple of days.

As my feet hit the pavement in this wonderful, yet, crazy town, the sad faces, worried, frustrated, lonely expressions of those I pass on the street remind me not to get too caught up in my own issues, happiness, sadness, fear, disdain, or whatever is transpiring within my own heart.

The greatest gift we can provide to anyone, is an ear, a comfortable space for another to vent, without trying to “solve” their problems and most importantly, be a pillar of support for others, especially those, who, like myself, are not accustomed to such a reality.

WE ALL NEED HELP, IN ONE FORM, OR ANOTHER.  As the old saying goes: “Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth.”  This saying rings true now, more than ever!

I have all the faith in the world that this nation will stand tall AND proud, once again.

Sending a piece of me, to you.

Light.

As the new day sets in, the stillness of the early morning, the chirping of the birds, as they ponder and play in the woods behind the house, the fresh, crisp morning air helps me to open my eyes.  As I do, I realize that it is a new day, a new week, Monday, of all days…….

So many thoughts, so much to ponder, as the Thanksgiving holiday, 2011 has come and gone and what a Blessing it truly was.  Holidays really are not my “thing,” yet, this year, I seemed to have developed a much greater appreciation for the Thanksgiving holiday, hoping it will spill over to the Christmas holiday, as well.  The day was spent cooking, literally, ALL DAY and it felt wonderful.  I rose in wonderful spirits, singing, praising and feeling joyous the entire day through.  I made it a point to keep the television off for a large portion of the day, as it has been quite difficult to stomach the incomprehensible tragedies taking place not only  here at home, in Northern California, yet, around the globe.  It’s unspeakable!  Not to mention, a few weeks ago, here in the city, we experienced 3 earthquakes, registering at 3.9 on the scale.  In the 10 years I’ve resided here, I have never, ever experienced an earthquake and what it feeling it elicited.  Reality glared me directly in the face, forcing me to ponder just what my actions would be, should this type of tragedy magnify itself.  Where would I go?  What is my plan of action?  Who would know if something happened to me?  Hmmmm, so many things to consider.

Since turning 33 years of age, I find myself giving more credence to the future, should the good Lord Bless me with such an opportunity.  The old “Live it UP” for the moment mentality that I once took on, has sort of taken a back seat to a more mature, stable thought process.  Although I still enjoy Living in and for the moment, my actions are more “guided” and thoughts more carefully directed and implemented.

Thanksgiving Day 2011 was nothing short of fantastic.  Time spent with good friends, some, virtually and others, in the flesh.  The ability and willingness to learn new things is beautiful!  I learned to make a few new dishes, was able to get in great conversation with a good friend and simply enjoy the holiday like it should be done.  Now, it’s time to prep for the Christmas holiday.  Nothing like Christmas time!

It’s still quite difficult to believe that this year is almost out.  Seems just like yesterday I was planning to leave the country, to travel to Buenos Aires for the first time.  What an amazing spiritual journey/retreat.  The next journey in 2012, will be to one of the following places: South Africa, Machu Picchu, or Sydney, Australia.  Cannot quite place a finger on it yet.  However, the plan is to conduct one large spiritual journey, if not more, each year, from this point forward.

The United States of America is in major unknown territory,turmoil and headed for its ultimate demise, with every Thanks given to the greedy, spineless politicians in this country and beyond.  While I try not to speak on such things in this particular venue, it seems to edge closer and closer to each one of us, each day.  It’s quite stifling.  We must stay focused, in a positive space and do our part to help this great nation bounce back to a healthy place.  I know we can do this!  I believe in the people of our country.  Without the powers that be, taking a good look at self and realizing that much change needs to take place, then we are doomed.  I refuse to believe that we as a people will collectively allow this to transpire.

Well, everyone, it’s almost the final month of 2011 and almost time for the ever elusive Christmas holiday to greet us.  The joy, laughter and cheerful nature that always seems to fill the air around this time, has found us again.  As we endure such realistic times, the importance of being present is extremely pertinent at this stage.  Be diligent, be poised and most importantly, be the one that does his/her part to bring it back to Life!

It’s a new day, a new week, a time to make new things happen, everyone, self included!  What will you do?  What will I do?    ……………………..                  And by the way, be sure to stay away from the energy suckers, those with agendas, those with negative, needy, co-dependent energy.  You know who they are.  You know who you are…………….

Shine your Light, continuously, adamantly, abundantly.

The time is moving, moving, moving and moving…….oh so fast.  It’s amazing.  At times, it feels like Groundhog’s Day.  We as people, moving at what feels like at times, quite an unhealthy pace, which seeps into our spirit, no doubt.  Seems as though we’re simply going through, doing the same things, over and over, replacing people with other people and growing older.  Yeah, sure, we may travel to foreign lands and such, but are we really soaking in anything valuable, or are we suffering from an overabundance of knowledge?

Almost hard to believe that Thanksgiving Day is less than 2 days away.  One year has passed that quickly?  It almost seems like yesterday that I was torn over the decision on if I should even acknowledge the holidays any longer.

I have the utmost respect for the holidays and the fact that many people come from good, healthy families.  Yet, for those of us who come from much less fortunate circumstances, it can be quite a bizarre, uncomfortable time.  For me, it’s the holiday season that seems to bring about the most introspection, the most pondering, the most contemplation, reflection and most importantly, how much growth has taken place.

In my 33rd year on this earth, at times, I find myself attempting to gauge my growth.  Honestly, it’s quite difficult to gauge anything, due to the fact that of all the people I’ve ever encountered, for the most part, no one has really been forced to endure what has been dealt to me.  It’s strange and I must remind myself of this one fact, day in and day out.

This holiday season, it’s about being in the moment, not looking back “too” far, not allowing the mind go too far ahead of itself, just simply appreciating all that is, the distance traveled and the opportunities/possibilities that lye before me.

There will be a chapter in a series of upcoming books, referencing the thin line between raw, uncut reality, its undeniable power and that of manifestation.  These two things are fascinating and yet, very daunting, in my opinion.

What can I say? – I’ve made it to another holiday, another Thanksgiving and what a year it has been thus far.  No complaints, no desire to do so, still pushing forward on this uphill journey.

It would be in our best interest to avoid pitfalls when it comes to other humans, as, no matter how quick and clever we may all think we are, some things are like black ice…….Be leary of traps that are set.  Eyes wide open, vision clear.  Also, be careful not to block Blessings.

No matter how far away that slice of Peace seems, or feels, we’re “Almost There.”  Get to a place in your “MIND” first; then we can make that journey in the physical.

Until next time.

Cannot help but to wonder if goodness within goes UNTAPPED, consistently, if it fades away.  Does it wither?  This intricate level of attempting to connect with humans and actually sustain such a thing is a major feat, with absolutely NO guarantees, yet, a risk worth taking, as the benefits are astronomical.

It amazes me that really strong, good, authentic, genuine people acknowledge, recognize and apply, each and every day to their lives, the art of humility, in the face of adversity.  Now that’s Love!

The mind goes places, unknown to most, well, for me, at least.

Peace and MUCH Love in the Light.

Mr. Cook

The breath of Life; the sound of each moment; the possibilities that lye in between; the doubt; the fear; the pain; the joy; the happiness; the intricate details behind each moment; good, bad, or indifferent.

As of late, the past, or, should I say, people from my past, who were of absolutely no assistance, left me out in the cold to freeze to death are attempting to come into my Life.  How does one feel about such things, after so much time has transpired, amongst so much loneliness, confusion and hurt?  Not that I really “care;” it’s just quite interesting to me how people “operate.”  SELFISH, SELFISH, SELFISH!

It’s no wonder I keep to myself, trusting in the Holy Spirit, more than I would any mortal being.  NO ONE can understand this strength inside and why it comes across so aggressive.

I denounce those who try to run up against what’s good; “buddy, buddy” me; attempt to judge, or understand a reality that is incomprehensible, especially to those with a subtle, or, profound agenda, which will never come to fruition with the likes of me.  A few questions that have remained in my mind and heart for too long, are finally being answered; slowly and surely.

So many emotions need to come across in this post, yet, the momentum is not available at this moment, yet, more is to come and very soon!

To be continued…….

SO VERY GRATEFUL TO SEE, LIVE AND BE MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE #, WHICH IS “3-3.”  Wow, all I can say is: “WOW!”

This Year has been amazing thus far and the feelings that wash over me, especially at this very moment are unspeakable.

MUCH Thanks given to the MOST HIGH, The Holy Spirit and the one who provides me with the strength to write/speak these very words…….

At a loss for emotions, feelings and phrases, as attempts are made to get, be, become a MUCH MORE PROFOUND individual, while residing in and on this earthly/worldly place, setting, whatever it may be.  MUCH WORK needs to be done, yet, focus is in place, priorities in order and understanding abounds, with each and every breath, thought, action, subconscious behavior, or, mental stream, for that matter…….There is no question as to what is; only what is “not;” and even then; “WHY “NOT?”

HE/SHE/IT IS WITH US…….ALL KNOWING…….SELF-CARE; ALWAYS. LOVE THYSELF WITH SUCH STRONG CONVICTION THAT NOT EVEN ONES OWN SPIRIT CAN DEFY THE POWER THAT IS……………………………………..THAT IS…………………..THAT FLOWS WITHIN, ALL ENCOMPASSING, ALL TRUE, EVERLASTING, UNCONDITIONAL,,,,,,,FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER; FOREVER.

Wishing “SELF,” a MIRACULOUS, JOYOUS, HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY and even more so, a MAGNIFICENT Year to come, filled with joys unknown the current state of being.  May the favorite number held in possession be the most fruitful of ALL years that have been Lived, “as of yet.”  One only knows just what is to come………… – and who knows just “WHAT THAT” may be; just sayin’….

As we enter into a new, foreign year, the unknown is exciting, fruitful, fearful, strange, crazy and OHHHH SOOOOOO PROMISING!  HOWEVER, as it is all so anticipatory, laced with such precaution and of course, knowledge, the journey is of the utmost importance; holding within the promise of the present day, withholding tomorrow’s mystery, possibility, dark and light nature, along with its mystic trance.  Can all of these entities do a sort of cohabitation, all at once?  Of course they can; FOR SURE!  This is that thing we call; “LIFE.”  All the glee, glory, excitement, STUPIDITY AND EXCITEMENT behind it all is enough to make one lose their marbles – SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!  A term used by “yours truly, quite often:” A COMPLETE MIND F**K.  A COMPLETE AND UTTER MIND FU*K.  Trust me….

Onward and upward; things are well.  More importantly, in the midst of all the sorrow, bizarre nature, anger, frustration, laughter, anxiety, so on and so forth that was/is felt within, no regret is contained within the temple.  “What has been, “IS.”  “WHAT IS, “IS.”  “WHAT CAN/WILL “BE” IN THE EYES OF “MAN,” NOT TO MENTION, “ME,” CAN , WILL AND SURELY “BE” ALTERED AND MANIFESTED VIA WAYS UNBEKNOWNST TO THOSE.” Energy and all the goodness that surrounds it is not up for compromise, only elevation.  There are NO two ways about it.  Only those who misspeak look for the loophole.  Those who observe, comprehend and accept the realities of this “man-made” landscape, which is soon to be devoured by its own very demise will honor their “locomotive.”  The amazement witnessed by these very eyes which have beheld more than any set of young eyes, or young soul should ever be forced to bear witness to could attest to such things.

Just a few words for those who think they know;  It’s Truly a pleasant feeling to finally realize just what it is to have a person/people around who express/exude Gratitude, NOT sporadically, yet, on a consistent basis.  While pondering the term: “family,” one, such as myself must question the term in its entirety, considering my position.  As this world grows, or, “detracts,” it’s a bit tricky to ascertain just what “family” is.  We all seem to have a term fixated in our minds as to what “family” is, yet, the abidance doesn’t quite seem to be there.  In MY world, this is not something that is a “SMALL FEAT,” YET,  a milestone.  Better to have such a reality on a quality basis, as opposed to a quantitative one…………………..

SEE YOU NEXT YEAR………………………………………………………………….Or, next time.

Mr. Terron J. Cook

9/28/2011

33 years Young